Ugly.

"Don't tell me that easily that you understand how I feel. I might resent you with my ugly and crooked heart. Don't talk to me, I can't get along with you. Your cold fakeness behind your arrogant eyes suffocate me. Don't come near me, I haye your attention. I wanna leave for somewhere and shout. This world is full of lies"

Yes, that's sort of how I feel now. Its a verse from 2NE1's Ugly. 2NE1's songs have never failed to make me happy, and there are also times where I can even relate to their songs, that's why I'm such a big fan of them.

Back to the main point. Blogging again today because I don't know what I'm doing with my life anymore. I guess I was naive to think that friendships can end on a good note. Maybe in the past it was possible, but in this modern society we live in now, I doubt.

So today I was scrolling my Twitter timeline and happened to read this indirect tweet by one of the trio. At first glance, it was obvious it was directed at me. So in a fit of anger, I indirectly tweeted some words of sarcasm. That person actually directly replied that tweet, and then went off to her locked account to rant about me.

In her locked account, she was all like "last warning before I start a twitter war with you". Upon reading that, I was just sitting in my room thinking, it was only 1 tweet, and your reaction was really violent. When you sent over 10 indirect tweets about me, I read it and kept quiet about it. But now I post only 1, you can't accept it and threaten to start a war over the keyboards.

You tell me to say it to your face. But please, who would dare to do such a thing when they know that you have such a scary temper? I know I won't. And that's simply because I don't even want to begin an argument, especially at this moment. One more thing, you want me to say it to your face just because of 1 indirect tweet. But do you realise that you have never told me about the many indirect tweets? Just because I keep quiet doesn't mean I'm oblivious to the situation. I'm not that stupid okay.

You're really a very petty person. I wonder how come I was so close to you before. No wait, more like the one-sided kind of close since you were talking behind my back on how I was causing internal conflict in the clique and I'm being irritating.

Copying. If you want to put it that way, then you might as well say I copy everything that you do because I walk, I breathe, I eat, I use my phone, I take public transport, I tweet in English, I use English words, I text etc. Really? I really can't stand you. This makes me ponder on how I could do that before.

I have the rights to do what I want because I'm a human being. Even if it means copying or whatever, I'm still allowed to do it. The world doesn't revolve around you, princesses.