April Fools Day

Hehe, so since it's April Fools... Some of the fansites decided to switch their identities and I couldn't stop laughing at all of them ㅎㅎㅎ It's so funny I couldn't take it. Let the screenshots do the talking! 

WINNER fansite becoming a GOT7 fansite

A Seunghoon fansite becoming a Bom fansite (and vice versa lol)

A ZE:A fansite becoming a 5566 fansite

GD fansite becoming a CL fansite

TOP fansite becoming a GD fansite

Lee Hi fansite becoming a Haru fansite

And my favourite of them all, a CL fansite turning into a Jjangmae fansite ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

살아 봤으면 해

I don't know, but I've been feeling weird again. My heart is so unsettled, so is my mind. Been getting so easily frustrated these days, maybe it's just the weather. This kind of feeling sucks, a lot.

It's less than a week to my birthday. Haha, so what. Nobody gives a fuck anyway. Haven't had a birthday celebration in 5 years. In some cases, people don't even realise it's my birthday. Take my family members for example. "Oh ya it's your birthday on that day right?" They don't even remember. The last time I received a birthday gift from my own family? I don't know. Maybe 5 years ago. And that was because I used that as an excuse for them to buy me something costly I really wanted back then. This year's probably gonna be the same. Yeah, I get the birthday wishes and all. But actually all I want is someone to spend time with me on my birthday. A friend maybe. I always see other's instagram posts on how they celebrated their birthdays with a group of friends out having a meal together and such. I want to experience that too ㅠㅠ Will I get a chance like this? 

마음이 너무 불안하다... 어떻게? 그냥 이렇게 살아? 난 아무도 몰라 지금... 친구는... 정말 내 친구가 맞아? 낯선사람 같은데. 미치도록 나 죽어싶다. 이런 생각은... 아 ㅡㅡ 머리 아파. 

What in the world

Haven't blogged in awhile, so I decided to sit down and blog abit.

So 2 days ago, I was out with my other half from the dumb duo. An interesting day, first heading down to SAC to collect my graduation certificate then heading down to town. 

So while we were chatting about the most ridiculous things as always (who are we kidding, we're the dumb duo) then we got to the topic about this certain someone. I already knew that she was stabbing me in the back, but whatever she said really took the cake.

Long story short, this is basically what she meant. She said I was "desperate for guys". Let me repeat that. DESPERATE FOR GUYS. Oh lord jesus christ this is such a joke. Girl please. You're the one desperate for guys, and we all know that. Don't randomly drag me into the situation just to make yourself look better off. Just please, maintain abit.

Oh oh another thing, she told my other half of my dumb duo that she "doesn't know me". Wow, then let me tell you this, YOU DON'T KNOW ME. Don't pretend and behave like you know me so well. Even just comparing you with Rach, she knows me way more than you do. You have got to be kidding me. You're a mess.