I hate this part right here ...

Wasn't planning on blogging but I felt stuffy so I just decided to type up a blogpost before sleeping. Well, school officially starts tomorrow (or today). New school, new people, somewhat new life.

I'm just really nervous, thinking about all these. What if I can't make any new friends? I understand that during orientation everybody talks to everybody, but I can't say the same for when school starts. I've had so many bad past experiences with these sort of things in secondary school already, and I really don't want history to repeat itself for the next 3 years. 

I'm really afraid of being judged by my new classmates. I'm afraid that they won't want to befriend me. What should I do? These people are going to be with me for the next 3 years, and if I don't find anyone I can be comfortable with, I really don't know how am I supposed to survive in class. 

I'm just hoping for the best by trying to include myself into everything and basically just talking to everybody. Many say that it doesn't matter what people think of you, but I feel that in this modern society, this really doesn't apply. I'm so so scared of being left out by my classmates and stuff. At this point I feel, if I actually went for the bonding camp, would I be in this position today? 

So far my classmates don't have anything against me, I just hope to be closer to them and be their friend. It's sort of difficult considering how everyone has their own partners and what not, that I can't find one other lonely person to talk to and befriend. I think I need to hide certain parts of myself, conceal them so that these new people in my life don't see  and accept me. It seems like that's all I can do, isn't it? 

NP DEFOP 2014!

Wazzup. Had orientation for the past 2 days and it was both fun and tiring! Met really nice classmates and SLs, as well as people from other courses. Kind of regretted not joining DEBC but oh well, what's done is done.

Had a pleasant surprise while at orientation. It turns out that I'm not the only SACian in DE! Hui Qi's also in DE with me, and we're both in HLFM! Just that we're in different classes and have different paths, sigh. But it's okay! We have similar breaks and all! And I can't wait to see Rachel on Monday!

Still deciding between joining song composing or choir. Either way I still want to go back into music related CCAs. And both of these CCAs won't clash with my lessons! Wanted to join dance CCAs but it was too much since they have trainings on Saturdays. Really not willing to drag my ass to school for dance trainings on a Saturday morning.

Gonna be wearing my DE shirt to bed tonight. Even though it's size S it's still big! But nonetheless it's comfy. Almost fainted again today (good job Christabelle) and had 2 seniors fan me omg. I'm really not used to this because in secondary school it was usually my teachers doing all these nonsense for me. Yet now it's my seniors, and they're guys. I feel bad though. But seriously there are so many eyecandies around NP omg.

Going for high tea at Equinox with my aunt tomorrow! Honestly should sleep early tonight but nah. I need to catch up on Skype with the bestest and upload one of our videos which we filmed not too long ago! It takes such a long time to upload a video omg YouTube you might wanna increase your upload speeds I really don't have 200 minutes to spare for uploading. I guess that's pretty much all. 쁑!

All Or Nothing

Apparently I forgot that I ordered an AON beanie and asked for it to be delivered to me ... And when it arrived today I was wondering what the heck was in the package. I'm such an idiot hahaha dumb Christabelle strikes. Again. The beanie is really pretty though, but also very expensive. I got the yellow green one, and it has little silver spade studs on it. I love spades. I'll wear it to school next time hehe.

Created a new Facebook account because of the amount of mess from my previous one. I guess I will be using both but I'll be more biased to the new one since it's alot more .. how should I put it ... organised? Funny episode, I tried looking for my own account to add certain friends from it, yet I couldn't find myself nor my friend. Hmm, that's weird. Went through so much unnecessary trouble to add one person. Seriously, Facebook.

Regretting my haircut now. I hate having short ponytails. I miss seeing my long ponytails. I think I suit long hair better, but my aunt thinks that my hair length now is perfect. If I don't tie my hair up it's too long to keep me cool, yet if I want to tie it it's so troublesome because of the length. Even after tying it in a high ponytail, the ends keep tickling my neck. And it's too short to bun it up. At least I could bun my hair fully when my hair was long. My hair was never easy to tie, so having shorter hair makes it harder. Hurry and grow please, hair.

Orientation's next week, and school's starting the week after. My current timetable looks kinda painful, but Rach's one was worse omg. She has school everyday from Mondays to Saturdays. And quite a few 8am lessons. I have an 8am tutorial on Thursdays but thankfully its from 1st May to 7th August only. Also on Tuesdays for odd weeks I have 2 lectures. I thought I got rid of the odd and even week burdens ever since secondary school ended, but OH WELL THANKS ALOT NP.

얼음들

Since Blogger decided to be a swine on my previous post, here I go again.

Woke up to a KFC Original Twister (without the tomatoes)~ Showered and walked down to NTUC to get some stuff. Jaywalked like a boss and then filled up the basket with a bunch of groceries and shit. They had the Meiji Coffee Milk on sale for 2 @ $5.55, but looking at my basket I was like nope, too much burden. So I went home and told my daddy to get it for me instead hehe.

Bestest came over at around 5pm to use my scanner. She decided to stay for dinner and we ended filming another tag video. We did the Best Friend Tag on the 7th, so we decided to do another one since all we could do then was watch a bunch of live performances from Britney Spears and The Pussycat Dolls. Oh and Beyonce too.

Played with the aqua bead stuff and made a bunch of stuff. We decided to go get the PYSSLA beads from IKEA and make stuff too. Bestest thought PYSSLA was spelt as "siala" and she didn't even realise it until I said it out for her through my laughter. We ended up just laughing non stop for a whole minute before finding out the actual spelling. Ah, we're such idiots.

Skyped with bestest after she got home. And the wifi sucks balls. I even had to connect to my phone's personal hotspot to fund my computer with internet access. Urgh. Changing my phone in around a month's time! Hehe yay! Can't wait.

그냥~

Had nothing much to do, so I decided to just type up a blog post.

Angel's back in Singapore, meaning I'll be receiving my 4 Crush albums (+ 4 of the exact same poster) as well as the Sungjong OGSR set from her. Excited to see which member polaroids I got! Really hoping for the real polaroids.

Going for a staycation this Saturday at Mandarin Orchard. Can't wait to use my bath bomb that my beloved dumb duo partner got for me for Christmas! It's the Father Christmas bath bomb from LUSH, from their Christmas collection. I really love LUSH products so much that I really need to put myself on a LUSH ban. I have the LUSH facial serum, hair treatment, body lotion, shampoo, exfoliator as well as 2 soap bars of Honey I Washed The Kids, which smells so good and I can't wait to start using them! I also have the LUSH sugar lip scrub in Mint Julips, which tastes super good! I have a feeling my future bathroom will be covered in LUSH products ㅋㅋㅋ

Don't really have much plans for my birthday this Sunday, except for the fact I have Korean lessons in the afternoon. I don't mind actually, since its something to do, and I have my friends with me. Made a deal with Hui Ying to Skype on the night of both 5th and 7th April, so I guess my birthday won't be boring after all!

I still can't find my pencil case of post its, and last night I found out that my T-money card (subway card used in Korea, like an EZ-link) went missing too. I don't understand. I didn't even touch my post its or T-money card and its just gone like that. Sigh, why would anyone want a Korea subway card for?

Sigh, if AON SG wasn't postponed to June, it would have been tomorrow! I really miss the girls so much. The last time I saw them was in June last year, at Asia Style Collection. I tried my luck in Korea but I didn't manage to see them though. I miss Korea right now, CAN SOMEONE BRING ME BACK? Singapore's weather is way too humid and now my aircon is not working properly! Sigh, I need the coolness back!

제일 친한 친구

This isn't gonna be some rant post or anything on the anger side, its gonna be a happy post hehe.

Went out with my bestest Hui Ying today and spent like $150+. I really need to control my spending, like really. 

Left the house at 1pm to head to NTUC to buy a bottle of mineral water, but NTUC didn't have any .... WHAT THE HILL. Then I went to post 2 letters for my aunt since I was on the way. After which I remembered that I'll be walking past 7eleven so I could buy my mineral water there (I'm so stupid to even forget that there was a 7eleven). Got my water, and I continued my journey under the scalding hot sun to City Plaza (aircon). 

Went to Watsons to take a look since I had nothing to do, and I saw this long ass queue of people waiting to pay. I was thinking "What in the world why is everyone buying from Watsons", then I found out there was a sale going on and it was the last day. But seriously, sale aside, the amount of OLs and aunties buying baskets of tissue paper and cotton pads was scary. As if it was the end of the world and that was the only shipment of tissue and cotton pads left. Typical Singaporeans I guess.

Walked around City Plaza and bought this sleeveless black top with the words "Make Up Your Mind" in the middle. It also has a cape like thing at the back, so it looks like a skirt in some sort? Got the top at $35 hehe. Saw some kiddy rides that had Sesame Street on it so we HAD to camwhore! 

Took a bus to Bugis then bought a pink eyeshadow and my aunt's CC cream from Etude House. Then headed to Bugis + for some food - Ireland Potatoes. Got the yoghurt cream fries, was pretty good, but after a while you get kind of sick of the cream. Weird combination but surprisingly good! 

Got a $12 red watch at Bugis Street for outfit purposes then left. Walked to Orchard after that and went to Far East Plaza to get my nails done. Had a gelish manicure done and the results were super pretty! The service at the salon was good too. Would definitely go back to do a gelish cow nail art manicure before school starts! 

Headed to ION Orchard next and went to Topshop to get my boypants. They were having a sale of 3 for $19! Wanted to get all 3 Moomin designs but only managed to get 2 since they didn't have my size for the last one ㅠㅠ So I got 2 Moomins and 1 #Selfie one! 

Before going home we decided to go to Scape. Passed by Tangs so I decided to check at the Benefit counter whether they had the eye primer, so I got that too! Got myself the eyeshadow brush and finally went off to 313@Somerset so I could get myself the pair of Forever 21 earrings! It is actually a rose with a horn behind, and I got it in silver! 

Gonna be starting a YouTube channel with Hui Ying and vlogging together there. I mean, why not? It's always fun to do that!