I finally brought myself to thrash things out with her. It wasn't much but, it definitely made me feel slightly more relieved since, you know, it isn't a nice feeling to be bottling things up. After seeking advice from a few friends, I decided to go ahead with my plan to thrash things out.
The situation began like this: I started work in December, so on the 2nd day of my retail work, she was still very nice to me. However, after I got transferred to Vivo City's outlet, all of a sudden things changed. I sensed some indirect tweets towards me which I have no idea why was any of my actions in Vivo offensive to her. She hardly even spoke to me then onwards.
Then after I came back to Raffles City's outlet, she already changed her attitude towards me. Like the change was so obvious. It lasted for quite a while, and sometimes it made me angry, because I'm a person too, and I shouldn't be put through such situations when I'm not even at fault (or in this case, I should say, I don't even know what's going on). I have feelings too, so it isn't fair that I'm always poorly treated by people and yet I swallow it up and not speak/confront the person about it.
Now that I've thrashed it out with her, she didn't reply me. I'm not asking for a reply, but it isn't right to be tweeting "but you don't care anyway so its fine". Hello? If I didn't care, I wouldn't even type out that entire paragraph and send it to you. Yes, I admit I don't have the balls to say it to your face directly, so I choose to WhatsApp you about it. But seriously, are you deciding to not admit that you did change your attitude towards me?
I honestly just want to throw darts at you. You don't have to be arrogant about the fact that I spoke up about this matter. If you still want to be friends, then I'm cool with it - aka we can have random conversations and you won't keep looking at me with this black as hell face all day. If you don't want to be friends anymore, then its fine by me - I save myself from a lot of burden that the future may bring because its highly likely that you will change your attitude towards me again very very soon.
I'm leaning towards the not being friends side because I really don't have the spare energy to keep up with your attitude and mood changes. I don't want to waste my time on people like you anymore. I've already wasted a lot, and I'm not gonna waste anymore. Seeing your face at work now just makes me really sian to work because you just give me that sickening as hell face. You were the one who wanted to change jobs, so why not you go and find your higher paying job? Why are you still here? What happened to your universal traveller? Your cheese promoter? Your vacuum cleaner promoter? All those jobs that pay so much higher than Cocoa Trees? What a scumbag. I'm so done with you, and forever will be.
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